One of the worst things of all from this, is the fact that you have changed so much. You used to be someone who put in effort, someone who didn’t care about what everyone else is doing. You’re falling to peer pressure so much. Your rude and smartass friends are molding your personality into a copy of theirs. Promises that you made and assured me would be kept, are being broken. You’re changing so much. You’ve stopped giving a damn. You’re turning into a person I never thought you’d become.
How you can treat someone like a toy, who was once your everything is beyond me. Friends come and go, but that someone could have been there for you forever. That person was there for you from the very start. Before you had friends. Before you conquered bulimia. While you were still struggling with personal demons. And now that you meet some other people you shrug that someone off like they are just some toy you can pick up and put down whenever you like? You honestly have no idea how good you have it. You take that someone for granted so much. Keep acting this way and that someone will no longer be there for you, and you’ll finally realise that you HAD someone irreplaceable, and you treated them like absolute shit.
Who are you posting about?
"i’m dreaming of a white christmas" i sing to myself in the 30 degree australian heat